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2011-07-29T01:28:00.000+08:00

school so tough, just finished bcomm and blaw test today, hope i can pass!!! omg so stress now, must focus in school, can i please change this fucking lazy attitude of mine? its gonna kill me some day, i just know it, problem is i cant be bothered to change.... watched clannad and clannad afterstory, it was quite a good anime, quite sad also, downloaded most of the OST(original sound tracks), the songs were quite sad, but im glad the ending turned out well!! good people deserve to be treated good, it would be so unfair if they were to suffer.. end of year exams in 3weeks time.

hope to post again soon, if anyone is still reading this blog, thanks :)

2011-07-22T04:20:00.000+08:00

midnight zkm with L size, ksin bro, berny and jasper, quite cool, even thought berny dced, we downed full zakum in 8min, too bad brandon was afking, hope to have zkm again soon LOL! thanks guys :)

school sucks, finally completed 1 project and 1 presentation, phew, got a couple for to complete, end of year coming so fast, stress!!! still havent caught up with the syllabus yet, feeling quite scared that i may be expelled from ngee ann poly -.-" hais have to work hard now, so many people cheering me on, cannot let them down, must control my usage of computer and playing of computer games soon..

sorry ksin bro and dine dine, i boomed the reverse sword that you both gave me, really sorry about it, i treasured it a lot, but it was god's will for it to disappear, i cannot change the way life is planned, but i can change how i want to live it, so thanks to you both, i finally woken up, whats not mine will never be mine, even though you both bought it for me, i sincerely thank you both and wish you both everlasting love!

2011-07-11T21:08:00.000+08:00

FML, so many projects nowadays, almost everyday go home is project, project and more project.... omfg so stress!!!
today a weird thing happened LOL, theres this group of girls sitting behind me, and they were talking so loud, thats not the main point, they were talking about me -.-" i was twittering, and this girl behind me leaned in front i think, then her friends ask her what she was doing, then she say she wanted to get my number, then look at my twitter name LMFAO? then i tried to pretend i didnt hear anything and focused on the lecture. but during the break, her friend actually came and sit beside me and told me that she wanted my number and asked if i could give it to her, i was like 'uhhhhh' then she walked off, i didnt know how to response to that, i didnt even turn my head around for the whole lecture, my sis said i was beind bad :( sorry luh sis, i didnt know what to do in those type of situations, im experiencing it for the first time, poly life really amazes me LOL!!!

not sure what happened in my class, this guy seemed to suddenly hate me a lot for dont know what reason, like i owe him or what one sia, i was like wtf did i do to you, we were still friends the day before, then suddenly cold attitude treatment, wtf right? want to chill after the exams man, but in the meantime, study hard so i can play hard!!!

longest post in quite a while i reckon, hope to post again soon to whoever still reading this i guess, i dont even think theres anyone reading this except me LOL!! anyways i will try to keep this blog alive!!

2011-06-30T09:19:00.002+08:00

Some pictures from the suzuka manga that i read, really really good manga ever, best manga in the world man, really never regretted reading it, hope you enjoy the pictures.
And i cube my bunny mask, 2 times from rare --> epic, another 2 times epic --> unique, and unique tio 9% str, so freaking happy man, woooot have never been so lucky before in my life!!! these 2 things brightened up my day seriously :)

2011-06-28T09:46:00.000+08:00

school started already, hope this will be a better term, really dont want to fail like the previous term, the 2weeks break were really short, but enjoyed myself anyways, jasper introduced the manga 'Suzuka' and 'Kimi no Iru Machi' and both were really really good, cant stop thinking about the story even after reading the manga and watching the anime, really quite nice, hope to post again soon, this blog is so dead LOL

2011-06-05T21:15:00.000+08:00

blog is so dead yea, just kinda feel like updating every now and then, but not frequently, school was okay... starting to get the feel of it, having 6months of holidays after Os was a big mistake, totally lost the study mood.. exams now, business law over, next up POA and 2 more, i forgot what subjects im taking exams for FML...

2011-05-18T17:07:00.000+08:00

wooo, big bang is finally here in maplesea, cant wait for the big changes being made!

to all my buddies and guildies, it has been a real fun 5years with you guys in maplesea, we shared a lot of memories together! there were fun moments, and there were awkward moments xP regardless of which, we sticked together to the very end, and now the big change is finally here!! i really cherish those memories that we shared, i will not forget anyone of you, because you guys and the memories we shared had became a part of me!

2011-03-08T16:18:00.000+08:00

Sen no Yoru wo Koete by Aqua Timez
"I want you to love me but i don't think you will"
I wander around as I repeat this to myself
It's the only answer that I have, even if I'm scared of getting hurt
I'll say "I love you" to the one I love.
Do you love me or not?
I don't care what the answer is, I just need to know
No matter how badly I desire to be with you.
There are many unchangeable things in this world,
And my love for you can't be stopped by anyone.
As 1000 nights pass, i long to tell you...
I have to let you know.
"I want you to love me but I don't think you will"
I wander around as I repeat this to myself
It's the only answer that I have, even if I'm scared of getting hurt
I'll say "I love you" to the one I love.
Putting these feelings into words is so scary, but
I'll say "I love you" to the one I love.
The happiness we chance upon in our lives can't be expressed by words.
that's why we can only smile.
Why we sing "Do Re Mi" among the vivid autumn colors.
With winter at our backs, and the spring sunbeams peeking through the leaves
As to protect someone who's just been reborn.
As i looked at the road I'd travelled and the path ahead, my eyes were filled with cowardice.
I wanted to look in your eyes, but was afraid I wouldn't be honest.
I didn't want to know that you didn't love me
And live the rest of my days alone.
That day, I kept on loving you without getting hurt.
As 1000 nights pass, I long to tell you...
I have to let you know,
"I want you to love me but I don't think you will"
I wander around as I repeat this to myself
It's the only answer that I have, even if I'm scared of getting hurt
I'll say "I love you" to the one I love.
Even if my feelings aren't returned, I can say "I love you" to the one I love...
And that's the most beautiful things in the world.

2011-01-11T23:17:00.001+08:00

In water we're born, in fire we die
In innocence we came, in corruption we lie
There is no black and white in our hearts
There is only neverending grey keeping us apart

...You took away my hope, you gave me despair
You destroyed me utterly, and claimed that you care
You never truly loved me, you taught me how to hate
You said I could do better, and called failure my fate

I cannot forgive and forget, not like this
I cannot let it die in pieces, not like this
I cannot take revenge, for retribution will find me
I cannot show emotion, nothingness is what I'll be

Emptiness is what's left of my feelings
Shadows is where I conduct my dealings
Deception is the web I weave
A wake of blood I shall leave

Because of you, I cannot trust
Because of you, I'm an outcast
Because of you, I'm living a lie
Because of you, I want to die

One can never love without first loving himself
Yet how can he love when he's never known love himself?
I grew up bitter and lonely, knowing only anger and hate
I grow up to be violent, forever trapped in this state

Monsters do not come out of thin air
Nor were they born, that'd be rare
Every monster was once a victim inside
Monsters know no one to confide

Each time I reach out to the light
You pull me back into the darkness
Each time I put up a fight
I descend into madness

I'm so sorry.
I'm so tired.
I don't want to live.
I don't want to fight.
I don't love anymore.
I don't care anymore.

Pain is all I feel
I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Anger and pain is better than misery
I'd rather be dead than to live with it

2011-01-08T14:54:00.000+08:00

happy belated new year all!! haha, so long didnt update alr, been so busy... i have been thinking quite a lot these past 1 month... how a jerk i have been, how i have not put your feelings into my thoughts, everything that i did, was all so wrong, and now i finally understood why people hate me, its because of the crappy stuff that i said that pisses them off, i should think before i open my mouth... and i should change my attitude, not get pissed off and shout at my friends... they are my friends.. friends are for life!! i should cherish them...
found a part time job working with Yeo's now, carrying drinks lol.. found job with jasper, brandon, maizheng, jingjie and jiacheng... carrying the drinks are tough, but at least i can train some strength.. working till 1st feb.. O lvl results are coming out nxt monday, really hope that i would get ok.. as in L1R5 17 and below, i would be quite happy already, i dont ask for much since i know that how much effort i put in would be the result that i would get!!! well hope to post again soon, would be in the meantime, cause really no time to maintain blog!! sorry to those who are still visiting this blog i guess... no more tagboard... so hard for people find me, anything msn or facebook, u can always find me ^^

2010-12-01T08:23:00.000+08:00

phew, work from 25-28, dead beat man.. tired after 12hours of standing for 4days straight, even eating also have to stand sometime... but it was a really great experience, even though there were some problems with my attitude, im glad it all ended well haha! going to look for another job after i come back from overseas trip!

im not sure what has happened, but theres a thought in my mind telling me that what you are saying on your blog is refering to me -.- and i seriously had no idea what i have done.. even though things didnt work out for us, im not that kind of guy that you thought i would be, and i dont want to spoil the good image that i have in your eyes.. please tell me what i have done wrong so that i can change, i seriously dont want to destroy the good image i had in your eyes..

2010-11-24T17:00:00.000+08:00

tomorrow going start work, so nervous, lol 1st time working, hope things would work out well!!! i dont wanna be fired on the first day... everyday at home so sian ar, nothing much to do except playing computer whole day...

look forward to the start of next year, cause this year pretty much sucks... i dont wanna look back and realise what i have just did, its better to look forward and keep moving on... no point lingering on to the past memories that we had, those good and bad ones, i rather make new ones instead, have a fun clique to be in now! really hope that we will keep in touch forever, even after we graduated, and not forget each other, we can still have fun and play with each other like we did, just that we have to make the effort.. to move on is a good thing, and i can finally let go after letting it all out, for knowing the truth, it makes things a lot more easier instead of you wondering about the answer for a long time... well hope to post again soon, the blog wont be updated frequently, but at least im trying to make an effort in it.. the tagboard will not be placed back anymore, so those who are reading thanks..

2010-11-20T16:44:00.000+08:00

20/11, had grad lunch just now!! so much fun and its quite memorable, had quite a few pictures taken, shud be tagged in facebook soon!! really miss the secondary school days haha!! the grad lunch was quite fun, a lot of laughter and cheering going on!! siao the place was so freaking cold.. after that wanted to go bowling, but so many people on the waiting list.. give up in the end and went home instead...

ytd, 19/11 went for job interview with jun gui, lim bin, wenxin, siew bee, stephanie, karna and karna's cousin, lucky that i got the job haha, so nervous, 1st time getting a job, hope i will do a good job on it.. sian wenxin didnt get the job, cause she underage, maybe january she can work with us lol! nxt monday going back to gain city to submit the bankbook photocopy.. maybe going town after that not sure lol..

18/11, went to sentosa to celebrate's ryan's birthday! waaa spam basketball like siao sia lol, had quite a lot of fun!! only the usual clique of us go.. i was wondering how come everyone was sun burned, but i didnt get sun burn LOL and i was in the sun the whole day wtff? anyways we went to sentosa for 4hours nia, had pretty good weather..

2010-11-13T00:31:00.000+08:00

yes, Os are finally over man!!! so happy!!! free at last, was so freaking nervous before it, but after it found out that it was still ok, not as hard as i thought it would be, but when the results are out, i will see how i fared for it then!!!

yesterday!! after school went home to prepare.. met jasper, junhao and brandon at 12+pm at jp, went pizza hut for lunch, then went straight to clark quay to meet up with jingjie and sandy, then we dont know how go to the mind cafe LOL!!!! keep walking in circle for around 20min, then angeline came and meet up with us, finally we knew where we were going and reached the mind cafe around 2.. played board games till around 6 like that lor, it was quite fun!! went to have steamboat for dinner!!!! then pearly, jiacheng and keli meet us at the steamboat restaurant!! eat until super full sia.. brandon joker, ask for 1 bowl of rice, then another bowl of noodle -.- siao go there eat staple food nia.. cook until a lot a lot of food!! i see the food also feel like vomitting already!! stacked a lot of plates la!! then keep kpkb each other, part of entertainment haha, overall enjoyed.. after dinner, went out to singapore river take some photos and then headed home liao, cause nothing much to do!! maizheng and michelle didnt come to meet us, so planning another time our clique go out again!!! LOOK FORWARD TO IT!!!!

2010-11-11T13:11:00.000+08:00

tomorrow Os going finish liao, finally man!!!
thanks to karna for setting up an interview for the job :) appreciate your help!
so now holiday got some income, cannot spend more than what i earn, if not keep taking money from parents also bu hao yi si mah..
lol so many things happening within 1st week after Os, must manage time properly especially for grad. lunch!!! ok LAST PAPER!!! CHEMISTRY!!!!!

2010-10-13T17:00:00.000+08:00

counting down!! 12more days to start of Os, very nervous now, need to study hard and prevent myself from falling sick at the same time!! STRESSSSS!!! but bo bian part of life what to do.. nxt week go sch chiong last 7days liao, no more slacking, must whack until 12nov!! JIAYOU TO ALL WHO ARE TAKING ALSO!

2010-09-28T16:17:00.000+08:00

got back almost all results le!
Chemistry : improved from F9 to C6(can have more improvements)
Physics : same as ge1(will improve)
A.maths : improved from C6 to A2(can get my A1)
E.Maths : improved from B3 to A2(also can get A1)
Social Studies : improved from F9 to C6(can get a B at least)
these are the results that improved...
english, higher chinese and history deproved, need to work on these few subjects if not combined humanities is gone case liao, by the time o lvl start must at least push to a B3 for each subject, must start studying now, if not O lvl come is i die, not anyone else...

2010-09-06T14:34:00.000+08:00

almost the end of ge2, english is messed up, so is chemistry paper 2, just hope paper 1 would do better, maths and chinese were ok, really hope my L1R5 would hit below 25 this time round, i dont wanna do badly for my O level because it means a lot to me, and i really dont wanna be the only one to stay back in secondary school while my frens all graduate to good polys or jcs. gonna use the sept holiday to study, cannot waste anymore time, focus on studies now, enjoy after O's. just few more weeks before Os, really nervous now, and im beginning to study for exams, which is unbelievable...

well, hope to post again before Os but definitely after my ge2, cause cant afford to spend more time blogging until i finish my exams, if not im gonna do badly like ge1 again.

2010-08-07T12:54:00.002+08:00

been so long since i last posted, com tio confiscated, so would be less active now.. school is too much for me to handle, i seriously cant cope with it anymore, the amount of work is unbelievable, but i still try my best to do whatever i can, since im doing all this for myself and not for anyone else. going to be national day soon, couple of days more, and chemistry SPA nxt week along with the stupid mock exam that the school is giving us.. if i fail my chemistry SPA, the school is gonna get it man, fancy them pitting against us sec 4 students.
well now that singapore sf is out, im gonna give it a try and see how well i do in it! but main focus is still studies, cant game much now, but promise to game soon after my Os.

went balling with mz they all yesterday, played from 3+ till 6+, exhausted all my energy LOL
but really had fun then, so good game guys!! hope to post again real soon

2010-07-07T13:11:00.003+08:00

sht la, tomorrow get back results -.- just now i think ms j. say only got 5 people pass chemistry paper 2, WTF SIA, this GE1 sure die liao, my results are gonna be like sht.. school lessons quite boring now, everyday do revision nia... just now went for some educational workshop... quite fun, had a good laugh, learnt some things, overall, good.. at least not waste of time when im there, its already july now... so fast another 3months O lvl? hope i can remember everything, because i cant now... really sucks man..
ok hope to post again soon...

2010-06-21T10:38:00.001+08:00

going back to sg today, kinda felt sad cause clubmed is so good, it totally feels like a holiday resort, btw its in bintan of indonesia, and the people here are very friendly. did archery, snorkelling, water aerobics, flying trapez and some other stuff, really enjoyed myself, saw a lot of ang mohs who come here to stay and are working, and i may want to come here and work someday cause the employees are really cool, they have the night off where they can wear whatever they want and plan activities for the guests here and theres free cocktails, tv showing the south africa cup, billiard and anything that u want, most of the stuff here are free except for some strong alchohol, i had quite a few cocktails and it tastes good, really enjoyed myself, ok singapore, im coming back soon!!! hope to post again soon xD

2010-06-11T22:01:00.001+08:00

"A lesson without pain is meaningless. For you cannot gain something without sacrificing something else in return. But once you have overcome it and made it your own... You will gain an irreplaceable 'FULLMETAL' heart"

taken from the extract of fullmetal alchemist, the manga was quite good, really liked it a lot, even though it is fictional, it taught me many stuff, about how standing up to your fears is the only way to overcome it, and the importance of not leaving your comrades behind. the power of love is so strong between the two elric brothers, and they finally got what they wanted after so much sacrifices, in the end, it all turned out well.
if we could really give up our lives for someone, that person must mean a lot to us, cause we don't make sacrifices for no reason, and for everything taken, an equivalent must be given, theres nothing that can be given lesser or taken more, everything must be exact.

still wondering about the things that i have done in the past and really regretted it, cause of my mismanagement of my own attitude, i have became a thorn in everyone's eyes, people hate me for being an 'extra' because i always do the wrong things and say the wrong crap. why am i like that, why cant i be normal like everyone else, am i fated to be this way? if i know my mistakes, why cant i change them, i hate the past, i hate everything, i envy those people sometimes, i wished i could be like them, but will i be given a chance...

2010-06-10T20:16:00.000+08:00

went to people's park yesterday to reborn my hair, still sucks man, my hair too rough le... spend about 3hours sitting there waiting for my hair, since im not wearing contacts, i cant see anything -.- really boring at that time, its almost the end of the 2nd week of the holidays and time is passsing really fast, hope i can get all the facts into my head, i know we cant just learn by memorising, we need to understand, if not everything that we do is useless..

well i know that im not well-liked, but im trying my best to change, but nobody ever seems to want to accept the change, i know i cant change overnight, but overtime i have improved.. but im not given any chance at all, im being condemned now, and starting to go back to my old ways, and i seriously dont want that to happen man, cause now that i look back into the past, i really hated myself for being a fool and keep talking crap that irritates people, they only talk to me for the sake of requiring help from me or asking me to do other stuff, i dont see the point of helping them at all, i really envy those people who are well-liked by their frens, hope that day will come sometime, life is short and i dont wanna waste anymore time..

2010-06-03T20:07:00.000+08:00

got back english paper 1 and paper 2 de results hahas, quite happy with myself since this time did better than i expected.. got 38/60 for p1 and 32/50 for p2. sian sia the holiday program for sec 4 sucks man, the school canteen only has 2-3 bloody food stalls open and there are around 200+ of us sec 4 and 5, hate the new principal man, doesnt know how to plan things for the best interest of us..

will things ever change for the better, and the results would be what i expected it to be? im not too sure, i don't want to be too glad just yet, just waiting, maybe the time will come, maybe it will never, does it really matter that much to me, maybe it does or sadly maybe it doesnt... i dont know anymore, things are pretty weird now, they were not like it used to be, and will never be, cant change the fact once it happens, so have to think twice before doing it in the first place, so why regret only after it.. im such a dumbass...

2010-05-23T22:00:00.002+08:00

sigh maths grad. exam 1 paper 1 was easy, so we thot that the teacher was telling the truth that paper 1 was harder than paper 2, but turned out that paper 2 was so hard!! tomorrow having english oral le, hope i dun fail lol, wanted to pass english so badly -.-

im suggesting the series of books that interest me quite a lot!! they are books written by john marsden.
1st book : Tomorrow When The War Began
2nd book : The Dead Of The Night
3rd book : A Killing Frost
4th book : Darkness, Be My Friend
5th book : Burning For Revenge
6th book : The Night Is For Hunting
7th book: The Other Side Of Dawn

havent had much time to post things on my blog and update it, but i hope to have more free time soon, last week of term 2!! then its the holidays, and after that im on my way to hell?! the rest of the papers are all after june holidays, so i cant really slack much, have to study...

things that happen during the past weeks, not much, but i almost died.. the ledge lifted for the car to turn out, and i missed it completely, i was running across and suddenly the ledge came down.. i was so lucky that i managed to catch a glimpse of it through the side of my eyes and i bent down to avoid being hit by it.. thank god i was lucky to have saw it, if not the consequences would be dire...

2010-05-12T20:01:00.002+08:00

sigh tomorrow is english grad. exam 1 le, hope i will do well!! putting all my luck on tis one le, my only chance to do well, if not its goodbye to the future tat is waiting for me... well since i need to do quite well, i need all the effort tat i can put in by resting early!!! bought new pens to write for tomorrow!!! gotten everything ready haha...

hahas tis picture was done by pigeona, thanks for making such a great artpiece, i really liked it a lot, and renegade hope u also liked tis picture since pigeona spent a lot of time making it for u!! thanks for being the 2 best maple frens tat i ever made hahas!! please leave comments for this picture if u want, thanks~

"There's a time to be born and a time to die. And a time to fight for your life. There's nothing to debate. It's as simple as this: Die fighting or Die as a coward."

2010-05-04T20:57:00.000+08:00

didnt post for quite long le, really inactive nowadays, sigh school so sian, lucky finish teaching syllabus le, but i cant get the facts into my head.. and grad. exam 1 is testing on sec 1 to 4 topics.. really hoped tat i can remember it all... yes glad that my napfa finally got gold.. for the 1st time in secondary school, felt like it was quite some achievement that i made.. havent been able to talk to so many of my frens le, some of them even forgot who i am, but nevertheless, once friends, forever friends, no matter how close or far apart we are, no matter how weak the bond between us are, we will always be friends~ :)

last friday had my 1st grad. exam paper, it was higher chinese paper, glad i didnt sleep for the 1st time, felt pretty happy with myself, since the past three years, i have to admit, i didnt really care much, and i really regretted it, theres nothing worst than regret.. and im truly repentent.. hope its not too late to start now though, time is ticking and everything will be over in a flash.. had my physics SPA exam 2 today, phew, lucky i didnt mess up hahas xP

things are gonna be much much tougher at school now.. so i really wish here that i would improve on my attitude towards studies and finally do well in my O levels!!

ok gtg now, have time hope to post soon, hope tis blog isnt dead yet, im just too busy to reply tag or tag others...

"Live for what you believe in. Die fighting for it!"

2010-04-24T16:48:00.002+08:00

sigh these few days keep on rain, cant even play basketball.. quite satisfied with my napfa test!! hahas tis year finally can get gold for once le!!! need brush up on my 2.4km run!!!! dammit.. grad exam 1 coming soon need study le, no more time to play and slack... ok have time post soon~

2010-04-11T14:07:00.000+08:00

yesterday went to celebrate brandon's birthday, went eating at vivocity lol, was quite fun though, talk a bit, had some laughs, then went of early since today have tuition in the morning..
Happy 16th Birthday brandon, now 16years old le learn to be punctual LOL.. hope u had fun yesterday!

today quite sian la nothing much to do... so blog... common test 2 sucks... still failed physics and e.maths... getting back ss and hist paper nxt tuesday, hope i pass man, i studied so hard for it!!
ok have time hope to blog soon~

2010-04-01T22:15:00.000+08:00

Happy april fool's day lol... today was quite good, finally common test 2 is over, can slack a bit le.. hope i do well since i really studied for the tests.. went balling with jasper, jingjie, maizheng, edwin and kevin just now.. sucks today and don't know why i play little bit then very tired le.. think my stamina is finally gone huh.. been quite busy so didnt post much the past few days.. nothing much really happened anyways.. the nationals were not tat good, we didnt do quite well, and im not participating in the national track, so i don't have to go for training sessions anymore.. really want to play better in basketball, high angle shots sucks but i dont know how to shoot low angle straight ball.. i need train more on that, shud be balling this coming saturday if possible.. sigh ms jenny ng leaving the school soon, theres no teacher that can replace her man, the rest of the teachers in school can never be like her.. shes encouraging and helpful, even sacrificing her weekends to help students in school.. through her, i learnt a lot of life lessons and learnt how to cope with my studies.. so i really like to thank her and it is sad to see her leave just when its going to be our o levels... hope to keep in touch...

well gtg now, have time hope to post again soon, tag if u r passing by cause this blog is somewhat dead...

2010-03-21T22:12:00.004+08:00

friday went sentosa with maizheng, jingjie, jasper, brandon, bernard, ryan, yongkai.. was ok la there was little bit of sun for about 1hour after we reach there before it started to rain.. dam unlucky lor.. nxt time must check weather report be4 plan go out with frens... after sentosa went to vivo for movie, there met up with wenxin, eemin, weien, lucas and angeline.. we watched 'Kidnapper', the story was ok and there was some parts which were super disgusting, like the part where the huge needle was poked into the boy to extracted 3 bottles of blood.. i was like WTF IS THIS KIDNAPPER DOING SIA? if i was the father i bash him up until he die man, die liao continue bash until his mum dun remember him.. siao make someone so fk up until liddat.. must learn how to control ur temper if not sure cham.. well after movie seperated from bernard, ryan, yongkai, lucas and weien.. they went elsewhere without informing us =.=" so the rest of us went to play the arcade for a while lol it was quite fun hahas we despo spam the basketball then make a lot of stunts.. after arcade went to esplanade there to eat dinner...after dinner mz got something on so he left early.. we went to watch the miniature merlion and after that took bus back to vivo.. wenxin, eemin and angeline then went to take the mrt while jingjie, jasper, brandon and me waited for bus 30 to go back to jp.. and WOW ITS 51 BLOODY STOPS FROM VIVO TO JP... siao on the bus keep dozing off, guess we were too tired lol, slept for a while then suddenly dun feel like sleeping anymore so kept myself awake throughout the bus-ride... reached home at 11+pm.. well at least it was an enjoyable day hahas

yesterday and today nothing much happened spending most of my time at home reading manga and playing online games.. felt tired and wanted to sleep, but jus cant sleep.. dunno y lol like whole body aching and my bed is not good enough... THE SMELL OF PAINT STILL REEKS IN MY ROOM.. im having headaches liao and the vinegar is not helping to remove the stupid smell at all.. like no effect de leh.. at least my room is MUCH MUCH brighter now and i quite liked it now tat its bright, unlike last time where it was so dull, like no life liddat.. still hope i could get a comfy bed so tat i would doze off immediately when i lie on it.. how good is tat hahas xP

well ok its getting late now and theres school tomorrow so im ending here.. hope to post soon pls tag if u r passing by :]

2010-03-16T11:49:00.001+08:00

'Joy to Suffering,'
'Victory to Battle,'
'Life to the Dead,'
For this is what the blood-red stone grants.
Men honour it with the name 'Philosopher Stone'
*extracted from fullmetal alchemist*

Holidays start le, time passes so quickly lol, hope to ball with frens sometimes and tomorrow and thursday need go back school for remedial lessons LOL well i shall end here

2010-03-12T22:29:00.002+08:00

Happy 16th Birthday to maizheng.. hope all ur wishes come true and get good results for ur O's..

Yesterday was sports day, wont 1st ine the fart-leg and guess wad.. i wont a pair of socks wow... sch poor until give socks for prizes... anyways vomitted for around 20minutes and the cause of it was the 100PLUS , tat was given to competitors.. im sure there were some dirt in it tat caused me to vomit.. after sports day went on to cheer the B boys for their finals against unity and we got there early so managed to see some of the match between jurong west and unity B girls.. in the end jurong west lost and so did our school, which made unity the champions for both male and female.. after supporting we went balling at art park, and i thot i did pretty well for the 1st time, but i can still improve on my basketball skills.. well hope to post again soon~

holidays starting soon xP

2010-03-07T21:36:00.000+08:00

thanks jingjie and maizheng for going with me to queensway to buy my shoes.. i bought the east all-stars 2010 shoes and the guy so kind throw in a east all-stars basketball for me too.. hahas hope to improve on my basketball skills now tat i have new shoes, i dont wanna look bad in those shoes so i need to improve...
have time post again soon~

2010-03-06T20:34:00.000+08:00

sian, the shoes tat i wanted to buy were either out-of-stock or no size... so sian sia, went balling at ntu jus now... yesterday balled at school cause training was at queenstown and it was too late for me to go there, wow the basketballers were quite good and i felt like shit when im playing with them, but today was quite ok since i wasnt tat bad but i wasnt tat good either... hope to ball with them during the holidays..
sian sia tio meet-the-parent session jus because i failed 3subjects... i hope to do better during the nxt school common test so tat i wouldnt have to meet-the-parents again..

btw Happy Birthday to my dear, Joey Wong~
Happy 19th birthday dear, thanks for the good times we shared together even though it was just for a short while.. and also happy 2nd anniversary, i didnt forget again like last year but tis year i cant give u any present.. feolt really bad so have a good time with ur frens and enjoy urself!!!

2010-03-03T21:43:00.000+08:00

its already the 9th week of 2010 and its already march OMG, like time flies man... will be having my chemistry SPA practical 1 tomorrow, feeling a little bit nervous since im afraid tat i will forget the formulaes and colour changes.. after SPA tomorrow will be going down to the jurong island chemical factory to 'learn' more about chemicals..
sigh owe teaches so much homework i like going die soon liao sia... plus need start filing up all the worksheets cause its piling up and making my bag look 'fat'... holidays shud be going to queensway and sentosa with frens~ not sure yet planning in progress.. havent went for cca for quite a while now cause i keep getting injured =.=" hope i can resume training soon cause i dun want to do badly in national cross which is coming up soon.. well i shall end here, please tag if u r passing by, really appreciate it!

btw happy belated birthday to samuel(23rd feb).. soz so late then wish T.T

2010-02-27T23:17:00.002+08:00

watched Percy Jackson and the Lightning thief jus now.. it was quite ok la, the story plot was somewhat ok.. but didnt really show the power of the gods, tat would have been cool.. nxt week is my chem spa exam so im nervous.. well got time hope to update soon..

2010-02-19T22:09:00.000+08:00

sian sia school.. dunno why i wanna do well for my O's but im not putting in enough effort, my teachers were right.. having the thought is useless, its the effort tat i put in and the work tat i produce tat proves tat im working hard towards achieving good results... today slept whole day in class, felt very disappointed in myself since i was unable to listen to any lessons.. mdm priya told me tat the more i sleep, the mroe tired i get, but the problem is i cant help it..
things are getting worser and worser every second as my due homework are piling higher and higher... now i owe the teachers enough homework to give me detention for 1month if i get the homework scheme and im not kidding... i owe the teachers too much homework and theres like no time to do it at all... my new year resolution is SMASHED... my hope to do well and not sleep in class tis year is also DOWN THE DRAIN...

Chinese new year was great, tis year was not so good though but still managed to passed it hahaha!!
sigh 16 years of my life is wasted so much when im not even doing anything most of the time, jus slacking around and wasting the precious time of my life.. i dont even know y i am behaving like this.. i wasnt like tis before and i guess time really changes people, but i hope it changes me for the better.. not for the worst... sigh anyone doing group studying? pls call me along cause i need to start now before its too late...

ok i will stop here for now, pls tag when u r visiting~

2010-02-14T00:11:00.002+08:00

happy chinese new year all and happy valentines day!!! get loads of ang paos today and have a good new year!!!

2010-02-11T23:01:00.002+08:00

Thanks for the wishes people~ really appreciate it, and yes! im finally 16 woooots can watch nc16 movies liao hahaha..

2010-02-09T20:05:00.000+08:00

hey michelle happy 17th birthday!!! xD also happy belated birthday to corene(6th feb)

sigh failed my chemistry common test.. 10/25... sian sia no mood study, when i try to remember stuff, they jus cant seem to get in my head... been having quite a hard time coping with school now, plus the ASAP program has started now... and chinese new year is so near... 5more days away... all jy for the upcoming A.maths, E. maths, History and Social Studies papers on wednesday and thursday!!!! take care~
have time hope to post soon!!!

2010-02-02T22:30:00.000+08:00

waa sian sia got so much homework if dont do minus marks from ur overall lor.. having headache at the thought of the amount of homework, it seems to be endless but i wan to do well for my Os so i need to perservere no matter how hard it is u know.. sometimes i feel like giving up and jus stop doing anything at all.. but my future is gonna be gone case if i jus give up like tat.. so sian lo, resuming cca tomorrow.. my injuries almost healed completely le, still cant kneel down though, nvr kneel for 1week++ le lol can at most bend down nia..

Inuyasha is quite nice the anime tat is showing on animax now, liked it a lot!! hope there are frens who liked it too~

2010-01-29T18:14:00.002+08:00

happy 16th birthday to eugene!! gratz 16years old now can watch nc16 movie liao so good.. my birthday 2-3weeks away OMG!!

sian sia today maths class test fell asleep so left last question blank kanasai sia... 19/25 liao still havent minus mistakes... scared fail cause if fail i sure die liao.. wasted sia y did i fall asleep... the book 'Can't get there from here' is quite a good book and i liked it a lot, can kinda imagine the people living there like im oen of them!! hahas.. leg almost healed le but still got some pain when i bend my leg... dam sian sia nationals coming soon and i had to get mysef injured... take care all tag often and visit blog often tnks~

suddenly liked fullmetal alchemist brotherhood and inuyasha: the final act a lot!!! hope theres people who liked them too ^^

2010-01-23T23:50:00.000+08:00

wow jus now the 5km fk up, finish the race liao at ending line slipped and injured my knees... wound on left leg was quite deep, then after the race went shopping with jingjie, maizheng and eugene, they shopped for clothes but i didnt quite like any design so didnt get any... whole day like limping sia, then junhao fk up last minute say dun wan go meet us liao wtf sia.. we were worried sandy would get lost as her hp bat was flat so we split up around somerset to find her, as my legs were injured i didnt help to find, i jus waited at the entrance of somerset, the jingjie was the one who found her, also the one who bought the most stuff!!!!
jasper and brandon wasted so much time in the end frmo somerset become go IMM eat, then eat until 10pm then go home... sandy left after eating as she had to hurry home lol, so the 6 of us took our time and slack slack..
happy belated 16th birthday to siqi!!! gratz 1 year older le can watch nc16 movies liao!!!!

2010-01-21T16:26:00.000+08:00

Happy 16th birthday jiacheng and shafikah!! ^^ finally can watch nc16 de movies liao huh, must wait the rest of us turn 16 oso hahas, hope u get good results for o lvls tis year~

sch so sian sia, owe the teachers so many homework, want to do but always see liao sian, plus if i try to do will have serious headache.. wad is wrong with me sia.. btw mz n jj sorry bout wad i did jus now during recess..
2more days to the race, im very very nervous, saying the truth, i hope on tat day i will be in top form and make my team proud instead of failing them, if i could beat them last time, i dont see y i cant do well if im training hard.. today nvr go training cause not feeling so good after yesterday's trg.. sigh so much homework to do... i wont be active anymore guys, so jus live on without me till im free from all stress again.. take care~

2010-01-17T06:27:00.000+08:00

nxt saturday is the race le dam nervous sia... dam fuck up miss 2days of lesson then wad? cant understand what im doing now.. and tio detention tat day had to argue man wtf sia, training was tough but for the sake of winning must train, last year liao seeing all my seniors graduate with smiles makes me wanna do tat too... y bother doing crap stuff, shud start studying but first need get things inside my head.. cant even remember anything at all sia.. sigh.....

btw cari HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!~

2010-01-12T15:39:00.000+08:00

wow fk competition on 23rd january and havent train yet today tio stomach cramp go home early see doctor..
sian so much work to do now i know y so stress le.. o lvl chinese got B3 still deciding whether to drop or not higher chinese or not.. dun even know where i want to go after secondary school.. sigh feeling so stressed.. gaming is part of my life and knowing theres no course for gaming makes me feel a little weird since im a kind of guy who doesnt like to study no matter wad the subject so... im having some hard times.. people take care of urselves dun get sick since chinese new year is coming soon and we dun wanna be lying in bed when people are celebrating right? hope to post soon when im free pls tag people and stay alive~

2010-01-05T22:02:00.001+08:00

lol 2nd day of sch over le, training is starting tomorrow, well i guess mr ser is not going to be our tic anymore, lucky its our final year, tnks mr ser for being there with us for the past 3 years ^^
sad sia our classroom 1st floor again because of... no comment ltr people say im bad.. jus feeling sad lor..
tomorrow lessons start, going to die liao, hope i can FOCUS as i wanted to and i will be putting some horoscopes updates on my blog since i got hold of them so people pls check them out if u wan.. will be posting soon whenever im free so take care and keep in touch..

2010-01-01T13:13:00.000+08:00

woots is the year 2010... feeling a little nervous since o lvl is tis year.. hahas no mroe playing all study...
to all my gaming friends i wont be active anymore until the end of year so pls keep in touch..
to all my friends study hard for the new year ^^ and hope get good results yea
well ok have a nice day people its the 1st day of 2010!!!!!!!!!

2009-12-31T12:09:00.001+08:00

hahas today is the last day of 2009.. so fast holidays over liao, and btw belated merry christmas guys xP got prob with internet so didnt have time to post.. sigh sch start = die...
sian the basketball court renovate until nxt year end OMFG!! whole year no bball... sigh spent quite a nice christmas, finally downloaded cabal... maple finally got scar helmed 18 18 18 17... its below average.. but tnks to jasper for helping me to helm!! cause my internet got prob...
hope all of u have enjoyed urself tis year cause after midnight its gonna be a new year, a new start, a new beginning~
made some new friends and glad to have them ^^
ok guys take care now going brandon house to countdown o.o
hope to update soon pls tag me if u can people i dun wanna have a dead blog ok? hahas xP tnks

2009-12-21T22:25:00.002+08:00

its almost christmas people hahas the festive mood is in again..
last friday afternoon watched new moon with my sis, it was quite a nice movie but the ending was like T.T
then at night vomitted at the jp interchange.. not at the toilet but at the interchange wtf sia dam embarassed.... then sunday morning wake up tio throat infection until today still not okay... dam unlucky, hope i get well faster if not christmas dunnid eat good food liao.. so fast going 2010 soon lets hope 2010 will be a better year cause tis year sucks!! hate it man time passes so quickly and soon no more slacking and playing but study 101%... going study until die liao forgot most of the sec3 things wonder nxt year how cope..
new year resolution... DUN SLEEP IN CLASS.. but always after a while get dizzy then doze off liao... like semi-sleeping like tat dam fk up de wan concentrate for once in my life oso cant...

'The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched. They must be felt with the heart'

2009-12-15T21:03:00.000+08:00

phew finally got back to sg, yesterday last day at turkey shopping centre went ice skating.. so long nvr rollerblade liao so starting was quite difficult remembering the steps but in the end had some fun xP
the food there was ok at first, but started to get really sucky... our guide was so FUN man how i wished i could have stayed longer, he was so friendly and always made jokes so the whole group would laugh.. made quite a few friends from tis tour and hope to keep in touch with everyone.. well need rest now soon need go back cca and back to playing bball with friends.. hope to post soon take care~

2009-12-10T02:54:00.001+08:00

wow its the 4th day since i went overseas, the weather here is DAM COLD!! sian sia go everywhere can see fog when u talking, a lot of dogs and cats around everywhere, even in mosques and restaurants LOL
im the oldest boy here in my tour group but almost all the girls are older than me, either in jc, poly or uni.. sian sia..
well gtg now cant chat for long btw i will post whenever there is internet, take care guys~

2009-12-05T18:14:00.001+08:00

hey guys going overseas today till the 15th dun sms me or anything feel free to chat till 10pm though xP
ok gtg now cya guys real soon take care peeps~
to all my gaming frens jy always train hard jy lvl 200(for maplers) and 170(for cabalists) and guys plan more bball sessions ok? some of us havent really been called for a game since the start of holidays.. hahas
well since theres no internet there i will try my best to post whenever i can..
take care all and hope u enjoy the holidays, onli less than 1 month to go O.o

2009-11-30T09:39:00.000+08:00

sigh internet still sucks like ever, keep dcing de.. =.="
well so fast end of november le, watch 2012 with mz and jas, quite funny some parts of it..
going overseas soon so tehres not much time left and I CANNOT BRING MY COM THERE FUCK TIS!
dam go there so sian nothing to do one now maybe dun wan go liao lol, dun feel like going anymore...
cabal waiting for jc, don, jas, mz and jh until nothing do le lol didnt know msn games so fun xP
well, i cant remember the rest of the events tat took place in the last 12 days so....
tats all for now, i hope to be updating my blog soon pls visit it more often...

2009-11-18T15:17:00.001+08:00

sigh wad a bad day... cabal cant play cause my com reject snake application wtf? no problem at first de then after tat 24hours maintenance cannot play liao, then dl speed like fk up like tat... 240kb/sec, my idiot sis go on her fking com then become 80kb/sec WTF? how finish dl like tat, lame sia tat bitch... morn played bball with jc and mz, still ok la we won against mz pri sch fren.. dam sian sia, tml got chalet hope it will be better, my phone dunno when can get back so dun sms me people.. well hope u all enjoy urselves tis holidays and always remember to be happy no matter wad since ITS THE HOLIDAYS!! :) take care all~

2009-11-10T21:37:00.000+08:00

waaaaa... sian sia today o lvl chinese... paper 1 was ok then paper 2 die...... suddenly so hard then i start to no mood do again, lucky managed to finish 95% of the paper... after school played basketball and soccer... tyco scored 1 goal in soccer xP
sigh hope tomorrow sch will finish faster so can play with frens... hais hope to post again soon since everyday is SIAN...

2009-11-09T21:04:00.005+08:00

当我老了

当我老了，不再是原来的我。。。。。请理解我，对我有一点耐心。

当我把菜汤洒到自己的衣服上时，当我忘记怎样系鞋带时，请想一想当初我是如何手把手地教你。

当我一遍又一遍地重复你早已听腻的话语，请耐心地听我说，不要打断我。你小的时候，我不得不重复那个讲过千遍的故事，直到你进入梦乡。

当我需要你帮我洗澡时，请不要责备我。还记得小时候我千方百计哄你洗澡的情形吗？

当我对新科技和新事物不知所措时，请不要嘲笑我。想一想当初我怎样耐心地回答你的每一个[为什么] 。

当我由于双腿疲劳而无法行走时，请伸出你年轻有力的手挽扶我。就像你小时候学习走路时，我扶你那样。

当我忽然忘记我们谈的主题，请给我一些时间让我回想。

其实对我来说，谈论什么并不重要，只要你~ ~ ~

hais sometime i really wonder how things could be so different depending on the way we answer to something... its really fun being able to still meet my frens and hang out with them at school almost everyday, but well... for some frens its almost impossible already but i nvr once forgot any of them even if they did forget me T.T so i dun really blame them since not everyone is like me and they usually forget someone if they are jus normal frens and i think tis is sad because once frens, forever frens, the bond is there and no one can break it, even if we quarrel and fight sometimes, we are still frens right? so we should cherish these moments, even if we grow old, we wonder how our children would treat us.. so we shud not forget these frens who went through thick and thin with us...

'The happiness of your life depends on the quality of your thoughts'

2009-11-08T21:46:00.001+08:00

sigh so long nvr post le ps ar those who visited....
well won the interclass bball for the 1st time since i nvr join be4............. was quite happy with the achievement!!
holidays have started but going back to sch still sucks and nxt tues is the o lvl chinese... i getting so sian of going to sch man... theres nothing to do because the fking starhub internet is lag like shit and all games cannot load....
today went out to eat and bought my new backpack for nxt year ^^ hope the new bag wont spoil so fast... wanted to get a new wallet as well but no money lol.... got so many things to do during the holidays i bet it'll be over in a flash and sec 4 will suck...
dam time passes so quickly take care guys, pls tag if u pass by my blog~

2009-10-29T19:38:00.000+08:00

wooots our class won the best sec 3 class of 2009 award everyone was like
'OMFG IS TIS HAPPENING??' and ms j. was like im so proud of u guys!!
well after school interclass basketball was good, 1st time i did quite ok and was happy ^^
but sadly it rained but i thot we were lucky since the 2 better players of my class seemed tired and the games were postponed till tomorrow, tomorrow at 1pm sharp is the finals, if we win against 3C, we get 1st, if we lose, we get 2nd i think... not sure how the system works since its not about win or lose, its about the points u earn lol, well jy lucas, jia cheng, ryan and danial, we'll win tomorrow so rest hard!!!

2009-10-28T20:15:00.001+08:00

waaa tomorrow is the wargames... scared my class lose sia, but hope the teamwork tat we have will lead us to VICTORY!!! woots xP
cabal finally completer le after much afking.. which is a waste of my time, lol but yea its worth the time
maplestory kinda sucks now, most of my frens jus quitted without saying anything at all and they dun talk much now... sigh tis friday heng nvr tio meet-the-parent session 1st time ever since i went to school lol, felt dam weird sia since every year parents oso go sch de...
well good luck class hope we win the wargame!!! interclass games tomorrow afternoon is also important so dun give up!!

2009-10-21T17:58:00.003+08:00

sian get back results edi... sucks like shit!!
fail english omfg ltr retain i dun wan study liao, no point staying for another year.. the rest of the subjects were ok except for ss and phy... fail by a few marks, but hope overrall can pass though..
well now tat results are out, nxt friday then holiday.. school have event for us.. guess wad.. GO PUBLIC PICK UP RUBBISH.. zzzz so sian but due to cip must go if not die...

The voice that pierces deep into my chest is like a cry of joy that nevers stop ringing.

WE, in the first, shall never blend together, in the second, shall never hold the same form, in the third, as he who has no eyes, the fourth, with no direction, the fifth, lies in the heart.

2009-10-20T19:53:00.003+08:00

im so sorry if tat sucking attitude of mine made u feel angry or disappointed in me because i nvr really wanted u to ever see the bad side of me so i will always be almost perfect in ur eyes.. but sometimes the more u try to hide things, the more easily they will be shown to the person u try to hide it from the most, so now tat u have seen the bad side of me, cant u try to forgive me and slowly get use to it? we've been through so much and now u jus say no.. i know tat my apologies would not mean anything to u now and i hope tat u can forgive me, in the meantime i'll try to reflect on my own actions too... anyways i wish u all the best for ur exams and jy always~
i'll always be there jus to lend u a hand when u r falling down so u can learn to stand up again...

"Consider how hard it is to change yourself and you'll understand what little chance you have in trying to change others"

Everyone of us is dead by birth.
The end is always there, before the beginning.
If to live is to become familiar with things,
then the absolute last thing we come to know is the end.
At long last discovering those final moments
and knowing them completely, is indeed death.
We must not try to become familiar with things
because those who cannot transcend death
must not try to become familiar with anything.

2009-10-19T20:53:00.002+08:00

woots exams over le yea, can relax, 2 days more till we get back results, sigh ltr die again..
so much happen in jus a short time, well some people can be really irritating and they threaten to do things which they are scared to do, so all u have to do is go find them head-on to settle things... everyone doing their own stuffs nowadays nobody bball much now huh..

well, people lets meet up sometimes, its really been long since we last played together~
take care all good luck when taking back ur results ok? ^^
hais hope to post again soon, sorry for not posting so long and pls tag tnks:)

2009-10-09T19:04:00.002+08:00

sian today cannot finish ss paper.... fail liao hais... emaths was ok... ytd the english mixed up the subjects, sian shud have read properly and focused... higher chinese was ok even though i didnt finish it but at least i didnt sleep for the 1st time so i really hope i can do well..
nxt friday then exams over so sian, feeling nervous for chem, phy, amath and hist... last stretch must chiong!!

sry for not posting so long guys take care lol~

2009-09-20T16:22:00.002+08:00

hahas its been a good weekend with half of my work done, feel less stressed now...
but theres still another half so must do it loll
exams starting 2nd oct, if u count it u dont really have much time left so we need to start now be4 its too late, i knew i shud have started long ago...

yesterday i went to the english tuiton for the 1st time and the class was SO LAME..
my ang moh teacher cool seh have tatoo lol...
then everyone was like nerd like tat i was like wtf...
kept quiet during the whole class, and everyone was suppose to ask the newbie a question and 1 was SUPER FKING LAME..
there was only 1 girl in the class and tat guy asked me if i thot the girl was the hottest in class... i was like WTF?? theres onli 1 girl in class so theres no one else to compare to =.="

'Holding on to anger is like grasping hot coal with the intent of throwing it at someone else; you are the on getting hurt'

2009-09-18T21:33:00.003+08:00

sigh.. exams coming liao, and less than 2 weeks to go... must study hard, but i got something on my mind which makes me cant concentrate on my studies... i feel tired everyday when i wake up no matter how early i go to bed and i lost my ability to run... a simple 2km jog will make me breathless... all the effort that i put into training at the satrt of this year... everything is gone in jus a few months... how i wished that i could be like last time...

'To accomplish great things, we must not only act, but also dream: not only plan, but also believe.'

'If i have seen further than others, it is because i have stood on the shoulders of giants.'

'I am always doing things i can't do. That's how i gets to do them.'

'All of us, at certain moments of our lives, need to take advice and receive help from other people.'

'Human beings, by changing the inner attitudes of their minds, can change the outer aspects of their lives.'

'The greatest discovery of my generation is that a human being can alter his by altering his attitudes of mind.'

'We cannot control the beauty of our face, but we can control the expression on it.'

2009-09-08T15:26:00.002+08:00

all jy study hard hor.. time is passing as we are talking... cant waste anymore time le
sian sia miss all of my frens lol hope they are doing well...
so much homework in holiday when school reopen = DIE...... T.T

hais glad to know tat my frens are always standing by my side when i need help.. tnks guys
well hope to post soon lol take care all~

2009-09-01T21:41:00.002+08:00

lol long time nvr post le, wish all teachers a HAPPY TEACHERS DAY!!

sian common test results werent very good.. some subjects improve, others DEPROVE....
going back to cca le hope havent lost all my stamina yet if not going to have a hard time catching up with my team..
well need to start studying hard liao if not END-OF-YEAR = die die die =.="
sian sia lost so many of my frens contacts and well... cannot get in touch with them le..
so peepz pls keep in touch..

nxt week holidays liao hahas yes finally can take a break but need sort out my things and study..
jy bah everyone nows the time to start ur revision if u havent done so

2009-08-16T20:58:00.005+08:00

common test over now waiting results... sian sia life is so bored...
do we really know wad we wan in tis world? or are we jus living for the sake of it...

'god gave us life for a reason, and the reason we must seek out...
for everything tat we do, there is a reason and consequence to it...
we must believe tat someday things will be wad we wanted it to be eventually..
as time goes, i realised tat sometimes the things tat are most important to u...
u will lose them someday and thats part of life, if u dont lose, u dont cherish...
well if everything always goes our way, wad do we learn in life ^^
so i wan to say a big thank you to all my friends who came into my life..
if we have a chance to meet, tats part of destiny and also theres a reason..
we bonded together as frens and learn things from each other..
and the time tat will come for us to part will arrive someday.. but until tat day, our friendship nvr ends...'

all hope u get gd results for the common test ^^
all my maple frens jy train hard hor i will always cheer for u guys lol xD
well tats all hope to post soon guys so sry for not posting for quite a while.. =.="

2009-08-05T22:03:00.002+08:00

lol common test nxt week sia... im sure im gonna do badly..... lol hate sch now and no mood post much anymore, dunno y....
if i had a choice, i would nvr have chose tis path, but... sometimes things cannot be changed back to the way they were be4 once it happened, so we jus have to move on with life and try to get use or forget about it... sometimes u can really get upset and not have anyone realising it, and theres nth much u can do but keep it to urself, there are no true friends in tis world, u can nvr trust anyone but urself, not even ur family or closest friends...

well, national day is coming soon i hope all of u will have fun and have a gd break in the long weekend... but also study hard for ur common test hor guys, dun keep tinking about playing, must also study hard, all my frens tell me tat but i cant seem to change...

2009-07-29T21:35:00.003+08:00

waaaaa so sian in school sia... everyday is like so boring.. theres no goal in my life and i practically dun give a dam which is not a gd sign.......
so much tests nowadays hais need study harder than before, sec 3 cannot slack le...
dun tink can ever reach high lvl in maple or become a pro in sf since i dunno how to chiong =.="
well pls tag me people tis blog is dead liao so sian al maple frens working le so nvr on9...
dam the maths thingy today so dam hard.... brain lazy think liao la still thinking of wad to do...

2009-07-24T20:30:00.003+08:00

lol today sick so nvr go school... whole day at home jus sleep and play nia.... dam sian sia
sian this blog is dead nobody ever comes anymore lol even though i tag ppl they seldom tag back de so i give up, anways jy ppl few more weeks to common test le must buck up jy study ^^

hahas all my maple frens nice meeting u guys and everything hahas :]

2009-07-23T20:39:00.002+08:00

WA SCH SO SIAN dam sia i dun feel like going to sch anymore
sian these few days having gastric sia dunno wtf happen sis say maybe contract cancer LAME =.="
nice playing bball with all of u since cca starting tomorrow so maybe not much time le
and ppl pls tag more often when u visit tis blog is like well... DEAD!!

hais so sian maple no mesos, sf no armour no mood do anything... now waiting for jc get back his acc be4 can play tgt sia... SCH IS BORING WITHOUT PSP!!!

well wont be active much since mum keep... nvm lazy say ^^ take care all

2009-07-19T21:54:00.002+08:00

lol so sian cause of 1 basketball session my mum had to make a fuss out of it wtf sia
hate it man.. life is getting more and mroe boring everyday... how i wished there was no homework cause i dun feel like doing anything...
dam i wanna lvl up faster in maple, rank faster in sf!!! and IMPROVE IN BASKETBALL....
cca starting tomorrow wtf sia dam i suddenly lost interest in running le.. blog is almost dead ppl pls tag me when u free tnks really appreciate it:]

hais phone spoil dunno when will get it back hope get it back asap cause feel very weird without my phone.... guys take care hor everyone cause i wont be active since mum fkign confiscating my psp and laptop...
HATE IT MAN DUN EVEN FEEL LIKE COMING BACK TO THIS HOME ANYMORE!!!

2009-07-10T20:32:00.002+08:00

wow today played bball with most of my frens hahas it was quite fun
there was about 24 of us and we split into team, i felt a little bit useless since i didnt help my team with anything... dam i wanna train more on my jumping and shooting so i can help my teammates more!!!
hope there will be another time where we play like tat again soon hahas cant look forward to it
tnks mai zheng, jia cheng, brandon, jun hao, eugene, lucas, kang rui, kok wei, danish, jing jie, bernard, yong kai, samuel, shafikah, yueh chyn, angeline, anthea and sylvia for the gd game hahas look forward to playing with u guys again soon xD
have a gd rest ppl u deserve it!!!! :)

nxt monday having 'O" lvl chinese oral exam le so nervous WTF!!! sian if i fail i can go die le i hate oral cause its the most nervous part in the whole exam and i usually have nth much to say to the teacher but if the teacher ask me qn will minus marks de... haiz, gd luck all who are taking the 'O' lvl oral nxt week

to all my gaming frens, jy lvl and i wont be active cause sch is gonna get a whole lot busier.. u guys jy train hard and pls inform if u quitting and not disappear jus like tat like some of my frens whom i didnt even have the chance to talk to, they jus quit and disappear from my life forever...
TAKE CARE HOR EVERYONE HOPE U EXCEL IN UR LIVES AND BE HAPPY ALWAYS!!!! ^.^

2009-07-07T21:53:00.003+08:00

tnks syafie for helping me put song into my blog hope u guys like the songs hahas
i dunno y but wad im feeling right now made me feel like listening to these type of songs xD
sch today boring as usual so sian no bball
lucky tml got play bball with mai they all lol hope everyone can go
tml need go sch myself!! SIAN NEED WAKE UP SO DAM EARLY..

well ppl pls tag when u visit hahas ur tags are appreciated~

2009-07-06T21:32:00.003+08:00

btw GRATZ TO MY FREN SEAN whose maple char SeanBengRoXz lvl 200 xD

sian wtf wad a fking weekend tis is
ppl stop scolding at my tagboard unless u r fking blind and wanna get bashed up
sian whole saturday nvr use com wtf so sian, then yesterday onli use 1hour++
haiz sian life so boring... sch sucks and stuff... no mood do anything liao la
sry guys if im angry at some of u cause im really fed up with someone and dam jus tinking bout it makes me boils up, mei relax a little la dun go anyhow smack ppl even though u pro

hengs today is sch holiday but TIME SO SHORT... blink of an eye going tml le and then BORING as usual... how i wished things would go back to 3 years ago when everything seems to be so happy and cheerful, y did tat have to happen and make my life a living hell... i dun understand y im always the one who gets all the bad stuff happening..

DAM I REALLY WANT TO GO BACK INTO THE PAST AND PREVENT TAT INCIDENT FROM EVER HAPPENING!!

2009-07-03T21:54:00.003+08:00

well finally changed my blogskin hahas hope u guys liked the new image O.o
& mei heres the quiz i finally done it xD hahas
1. The person who asked me to do this : Stenphaine
2. His or her nick name : i duno O.o maybe Siffany??
3. Your relationship with him or her : Maple mei
4. Your first impression on him or her : Shes a kind girl F3
5. The most memorable moment with him or her : Dunno leh we spend so much time tgt
6. The most memorable thing you said to him or her : mei tnks for being there for me when i need u
7. If him or her becomes your lover : dotz nvr thot of tat be4 LOL, but most likely impossible
8. If him or her becomes your lover, what would you like him or her to improve on : nth, shes too gud
9. If him or her becomes your enemy, what will you do : i will MAKE HER my FRIEND again
10. If him or her becomes your enemy, what will be the reason : she make me angry LOL
11. The most desired thing you want to do for him or her now are : make sure her bf dun bully her
12. Your overall impression on him or her are : shes the best maple mei in the world ^^
13. The characteristic you love most about yourself : Nothing...
14. The characteristic you hate most about yourself : Nothing oso...
15. The most ideal person you want to be is : Not sure yet O.o
16. For people who care and like you, say something to them : thanks for caring guys :]
17. Pass this quiz to 5 people who you love :
1) michelle
2) izzati
3) siqi
4) caroline
5) stenphaine

Lol finally its the end of the week hahas nxt monday is youth day so have long weekend YESH!!
hahas sian maple so many of my buddies nvr on9 anymore... even though we met for a short time, we cant change the fact tat we actually met, so i will nvr forget bout u ever~
sf sucks ppl say i fail the moment i join exogamic but i see nth wrong in joining a friend's clan O.o
miss YAKO ppl lol
sch has been so sian the whole week and i was like sleeping everyday in school and the teacher dun even bother to call me to wake up WTF sia lame...
well im getting busier each day so wont be updating very often LOL
ppl pls tag when u come my blog and once again i hope u like the new blogskin xD

2009-06-25T08:14:00.002+08:00

Finally i got time to update!!! yes finally... sry all who have been visiting my blog lawls~
but as school is reopening nxt week i doubt i will have much time to update blog..
so to all my maple frens i wont be active when school reopens lol =.="

(1st-3rd june)
well the 1st three days of holiday wasnt much fun cause my tuition teacher was going overseas for holiday so he had tuition EVERYDAY omg...

(4th-6th june)
wow but soon the sec 3 camp came and it was nothing like i imagined it to be in the first place lols haha it was quite fun the activities and all and all the instructors were so cool lmao too bad they didnt want to give me their phone numbers or im gonna spam them xP..
well we did rafting, kayaking, high elements, night walk, pitching tents and a lot more and theres 1 thing which was always involved.... MUD, the water was muddy and there was mud all around the camp site... but i sort of didnt like the carry the bag part since my bag spoiled almost the moment i reached there.. dam..

(7th-25th june)
well after the sec 3 camp there wasnt much and there was cca at serangoon every tues and thurs.. i thot tat i had improved a great deal but found out tat im still very far from the standard of my teammates so i decided tat i must train even harder to beat them especially on the stamina part since stamina means everything in X-country..

(15th june)
i had a gathering with my primary school frens and it was really fun lawls even though we didnt have much plan tat day but it was fun seeing u guys again after 2 years lol hahas so keep in contact guys and pls have a plan nxt time be4 organizing any gathering if not we would be wasting time!!!

Well tats all for update now i will update ASAP when there are new thigns tat i must say :)
Keep in touch ppl and pls tag me more often lawls this blog half dead...

2009-06-16T12:58:00.003+08:00

so long nvr post le ps ar those who visited my blog hoping i would have new posts...
well theres actually quite a lot to say but i dun hab time to post so ima post the nxt time ^^
peace ppl~

2009-05-27T20:18:00.002+08:00

i dunno how to express my feelings... ytd night something happen tat changed my life..

at about 9.35pm yesterday, my grandma called to tell my dad tat my great grandma wanted to see everyone immediately, so we rushed to her house which is in seng kang.. when i saw my great grandma lying on the bed, i had tis strange feeling inside of me which i nvr had be4, i found out from my mum tat she took care of me a lot when i was a baby but i had no recollection at all, i jus felt close to her whenever i saw her but i didnt know wad to say so i jus kept mum everytime.. my great grandma didnt eat for the past 2 weeks and she demand to be discharged from the hospital since she cannot see everyone at one time.. she gave each of her great grandchild an ang pao and talk to all my relatives, then she told my aunt tat theres still short of someone.. then she said my mum's name, my dad then explain tat my mum is on the plane now and tat he will bring my mum to see her immedaitely when she landed, so when my great grandma saw my mum, i could see the relieved look on her face.. then i slept at about 3am today morning so i was late for school.. cant stop thinking about my great grandma....

2009-05-25T21:18:00.002+08:00

lol results sucks man... im onli happy with my maths, the rest = DIE...
sian i may not be able to use com much after getting back report book lol
so jus posting now, cca resume le need work doubly hard to get into team nxt year!
yes bball finally i can shoot straight but still sucks... need train a long long time

Well hope all my frens have done well in tis mid year and hope they excel too in the common test during 2nd semester, holiday cmg le WOOTS hope chiong maple lvl 90 LOL

ALMOST Saw my maple mei at imm 2 weeks ago, such a close shave Phew xD
Lawls mei dun wry there will be a nxt time de hope u r getting along well with.... F3 lols
tats all folks on updating my current life at school.. school still sucks a little

2009-05-20T14:26:00.003+08:00

Woohoo exams finally over, now need wait friday to get results..
Fk man yesterday play maple tio scam 15mil by tis noob NoBio0d, fking noob sia
megaed him 3 times.. wasted @cash lols

sry all my frens who have been visiting my blog and didnt see any new posts~

last weekend almost met my maple mei at imm lols such a close shave phew F3
its like we playing hide-and-seek, well im really glad to have her as my maple mei!!

2009-05-01T21:39:00.001+08:00

sian com tio confiscated, so nxt few weeks cant on9...
miss all my maple buddies and pls on9 msn as i added all of u xD

Nxt tues start mid-year le till 20th may so pls dun ask y im not on9 T.T

Sian bball sucks and im now hesitating if i shud jus quit it like everyone say or not... maybe bball is not my game and i shud jus focus on running, by bballing im jus making all my frens pissed off and make them hate me in the end.. Hope someone can give me advices!!!

2009-04-19T21:22:00.002+08:00

past week com got confiscated so nvr post..
so many frens going 'MISSING' now, miss everyone of u, sobz, y u guys jus go withotu saying gd bye~

napfa 2.4km ran 9.18min, wasted sia, ran 3 rounds around sch..
after 2nd roudn teacher tell me 5.46min
then i like still got lot of time so cna slower, then used 3min32sec for 800m... pathetic sia!!!

nxt thursday doing pull up, hope i can do at least 5 so can get gold tis year FINALLY WOOHOO

2009-04-10T21:46:00.003+08:00

today gd friday really was gd lols
haha had a peaceful afternoon at home with my dad, has been a long time since it was tis quiet..
maple lvled to 82 finally... scarlion and targa boss hat IM GONNA GET U SOON!!!
miss ya samuel(icecapt) u havent been on9 tis few days and nvr reply my msg anymore, wonder how are u getting along with ur life~

anyways has been a tiring morning, peaceful afternoon and.... A BORING NIGHT!!
other than smsing my frens, theres practically nth else to do...

2009-04-08T20:59:00.001+08:00

O.o really nvr tag for very long le~
Btw happy belated birthday to two of my frens ^^
Izzati(28th march) & Brandon(4th april)

Well practically training nowadays sucks even more than be4, dunno wad happened...
Had my NAPFA 5 stations on monday!!
Sit-up : 43(5 points)
Shuttle run : 9.9sec(5 points)
Standing Broad Jump : 240cm(5 points)
Sit & Reach : 38cm...(3 points, so lucky xD)
Did not do chin-up and 2.4km run due to rain~

so much things happen in the past few days and i kinda miss all my friends since i nvr on9 for quite a while!!!
School got so much homework i cant even cope now and having headache due to tuition stuff..
And I HAD MUSCLE CRAMP FOR THE PAST 2 DAYS AT THE THIGH AND BACK AREA!!!!
so pain and i cant jump as high as be4... DAM THE NAPFA TEST!!!!!

Tnks Syafie for helping me put up tis song!! Those visiting my blog pls take 6minutes of ur precious time to listen to tis song i tink it is quite nice~ STAR OCEAN SECOND EVOLUTION

2009-03-25T20:06:00.003+08:00

LOL had the X-country Nationals jus now...
i ran 100+ position!! OMG I SUCK MAN, cause i had stitch...

anyway had no regret since i nvr gave up till the very end :]

Well having SPH race tis saturday, still deciding whether i shud go or not... felt kinda weird~

Well miss u jun, satoshi, koji and yamato, jigen, jingi, kami, busou.. sry i dunno ur names yet@.@
And also all my maple buddies~ so many going ns if not going work, y didnt i know them earlier!!
But i thank god for letting me meet them in the end, so i guess tis is wad u call FATE!

2009-03-21T21:54:00.003+08:00

Whole holiday no post cause dun feel lyk it..
Kinda weird tat the feeling of losing friends is actually making me sad...
well the cultural night concert was okay and it was fun hanging out wif mz they all
played left4dead at the pc bunk in dhoby... CANT BELIEVE I GOT THRASHED!!!!

Anyways im feeling a little bit nervous bout the X-country nationals nxt wednesday, ppl pls come bedok reservoir and support xD

Well as always, missing every single one of u my fren at all times so pls try on9 as often as possible ^^

2009-03-12T20:51:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday to Mai Zheng!!! :)
Haha hope euu lyk the present and be more mature hor, 1 year older liao and tnks for the present~

Also wish a happy be-early birthday to Loo Xin~.~

Sianz national cross cmg on 25th march at bedok reservoir... feel tat the new road is longer than the old one lor, i run so slow sia..
hope i pass the few tests tat i had recently!!!

2009-03-10T20:22:00.002+08:00

lols ytd had e.maths test and it sucks... but luckily i can do 70% of the qns and i tink i can pass xD
then today have a.maths test..... everyday test de!! sianzzz

hope tat renegade on9 more often cause i miss him and hes bz wif work, keiki gege and mido jie oso, pls on9 more often if u r reading tis

well i still cant decide on wad to give my maple wife as a birthday present and wedding anniversary gift... so im gonna ask her straight, many things have happen in jus a short 3months
time passes quickly and very soon it will be the end of year, can i really keep my promise to renegade and pigeona jie to reach lvl 100 in maple?? i doubt so and i really felt that i have let them down, pls forgive me if im unable to keep my promise!!!!!

2009-03-07T21:40:00.003+08:00

lol totally forgot yesterday was my maple 1st anniversary
so sry dear(Qbi3ApPL3) i forgot and happy belated birthday to u too!
I will give u your present in maple asap, just tell me wad u lyk and i will try and get it :)

Argh im forgetting the most important things that are part of my life..
I cant seem to cope with my normal life anymore!! There is something that is bothering me for a while now..
I cant stop thinking about all the friends that i have made throughout my 3 years of mapling
Those friends.. I just cant believe that im going to lose them someday, im positive of it, in the meantime, i should be cherishing my time with them, but everyone has their own lives to live too~
Especially to those few friends who are particularly close to me, im actually afraid to lose you guys, im stating the facts, all i ever wanted was real friends, and my online friends seem to care more than my real life friends, is this what having friends is all about??

I really need some encouragement from my frens now, but hu can give it to me...

2009-03-03T16:40:00.001+08:00

Yo all ps so long no post le, sry to those hu visit my blog ar =.=
Well those hu wanted me to link u i have done so~

Sianz won nth at sports day... 2 years in a row i won nth... so sian lor
Anyways glad tat i didnt fail anything in tis common test!!! WOOHOO

Happy belated birthday to my fren and captain.... Samuel!!!

Well so much to say and so little time, i will update again soon

2009-02-14T22:47:00.003+08:00

Today ran at bedok reservoir... Sianz got 64th position...
my team consists of 6ppl:
1)Hao Rong 13th position
2)Boyi 46th positon
3)Samuel 47th position
4)Alvin 64th position
5)Chia Yuan 67th position
6)Ryan 80th position
Hope we do well in the nationals!! we r going to train even harder to beat the other schools!

Happy Valentine's Day all!!
Hope u have enjoyed the day wif ur loved ones and forever be happy!

2009-02-11T19:14:00.002+08:00

Today’s my birthday and I really like to wish the following ppl below all the best in everything they do so see if u can find ur name guys!!! Haha and thx for the presents u gave me F3
~MapleStory Friends~(1-53)
1)0neHitKO 21)Pigeona 41)savage321
2)BeeeSh0P 22)Renegade0056 42)whitecat13
3)BuRnBlAzEz 23)Qbi3ApPL3 43)xDrCrusx
4)Celestialkyo 24)RolexSeller 44)xPureDarkx
5)ChaosBlitz11 25)jianglie 45)icecapt
6)CrAzYshadovv 26)Sallazar247 46)hermitcrab96
7)CruS8der 27)SpikyArcher 47)skydive0222
8)D3adZSin 28)PokoHunter 48)xXS4briNaXx
9)Dbwexex 29)FinalMageEX 49)cuterian
10)Evereon 30)VVaYn3DK92 50)froztygua
11)FighterKhean 31)Wint3RzNighT 51)CrAzYMido
12)GodOfDe2th 32)Pri3stWANpq 52)MrsVVonka
13)JPArchBoii 33)XiaoPandaz 53)DsvenK
14)LuXuRi0us 34)XxrambowxX 54)Xiinzy
15)MaxPovvWep 35)futuremagezs
16)MiHock 36)keikio0911
17)MrPur3w4t3r 37)leonlj3
18)NitricStar 38)mageeemage
19)PaladiseLord 39)meleerox
20)Siffany 40)phinepik
Real Life Friends~
1)Jasper 14)Nizam 27)Lucas 40)Selas
2)Brandon 15)Yong Kai 28)Charmaine 41)Si Qi
3)Mai Zheng 16)Michelle 29)Shu Hui
4)Jia Cheng 17)Yueh Chyn 30)Xian Yun
5)Eugene 18)Yi Ying 31)Wei Quan
6)Jun Hao 19)Ee Min 32)Chee How
7)Samuel 20)Wen Xin 33)Abdullah
8)Ryan 21)Shafikah 34)Karna
9)Andy 22)Victor 35)Wan Ping
10)Daniel 23)Freeman 36)Joan
11)Syafie 24)Cari 37)Grace
12)Tasnim 25)Izzati 38)Audrey
13)Kian Chong 26)Amorif 39)Tessa

I would also like to wish a happy belated birthday to Michelle~ Happy Birthday!!!
Jy to all my frens for the common test tis week, may all of u have gd results~

2009-02-08T13:43:00.001+08:00

Lols thx dear for tagging~ glad to have u as my maple wife..
nvr update for past few days cause cannot use com, nxt week common test le!!

when will i ever be free again...

2009-02-03T17:13:00.003+08:00

Finally updated..... sch nowadays so bz and i cant even finish work on time!!
sianz injured my wrist and my back, dunno tml how go for cca sia, cfm kana pumping de
wanna run during sports days but my senior hu is captain of my house say he check for me
Ai House ROCKS!!

Maple dunno how train le, wanna reach lvl 80 fast!!

Btw gratz JH lvl 70 Hermit le~ jy hor
Common test nxt week start le so dun keep playing! Study Hard all and Gd Luck:)
Happy Belated Birthday to Eugene!!!

2009-01-26T00:18:00.003+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year All!!
The rat year is gone and the cow year has arrived,
i would lyk to use tis time to wish everyone a prosperous new year ahead!!
Get loads of ang pao AND ALWAYS be happy!!

Few ppl whom i really wanna wish them all the best:
1)Renegade0056
2)Pigeona
3)froztygua
4)Mai Zheng
5)Jasper
6)Brandon
7)Eugene
8)Jia Cheng
9)Wen Xin
10)Shafikah
11)keikio0911
12)CelestialKyo

2009-01-24T19:35:00.002+08:00

Woohoo, tml is CNY eve le!!
time past so quickly lols

today went to singtel hello shop and bought my new sony ericsson hp!!
sianz they ran out of blue so i had to make do wif green.. still okay la, i lyk it a lot

CNY cmg and my mum's attitude is getting from bad to worst!!
how i wished we could be peaceful.. she everytime reach home see me lyk see enemy lyk dat, scold me lyk siao even though i was jus sitting there watching tv or using com
dam if i didnt respect her, i retaliate liao lo, still sit there let her scold meh...
SEC 3 LIFE SO HARD TO COPE WIF!! I TINK IM LOSING MY COOL!!!