going back to sg today, kinda felt sad cause clubmed is so good, it totally feels like a holiday resort, btw its in bintan of indonesia, and the people here are very friendly. did archery, snorkelling, water aerobics, flying trapez and some other stuff, really enjoyed myself, saw a lot of ang mohs who come here to stay and are working, and i may want to come here and work someday cause the employees are really cool, they have the night off where they can wear whatever they want and plan activities for the guests here and theres free cocktails, tv showing the south africa cup, billiard and anything that u want, most of the stuff here are free except for some strong alchohol, i had quite a few cocktails and it tastes good, really enjoyed myself, ok singapore, im coming back soon!!! hope to post again soon xD

"A lesson without pain is meaningless. For you cannot gain something without sacrificing something else in return. But once you have overcome it and made it your own... You will gain an irreplaceable 'FULLMETAL' heart"

taken from the extract of fullmetal alchemist, the manga was quite good, really liked it a lot, even though it is fictional, it taught me many stuff, about how standing up to your fears is the only way to overcome it, and the importance of not leaving your comrades behind. the power of love is so strong between the two elric brothers, and they finally got what they wanted after so much sacrifices, in the end, it all turned out well.
if we could really give up our lives for someone, that person must mean a lot to us, cause we don't make sacrifices for no reason, and for everything taken, an equivalent must be given, theres nothing that can be given lesser or taken more, everything must be exact.

still wondering about the things that i have done in the past and really regretted it, cause of my mismanagement of my own attitude, i have became a thorn in everyone's eyes, people hate me for being an 'extra' because i always do the wrong things and say the wrong crap. why am i like that, why cant i be normal like everyone else, am i fated to be this way? if i know my mistakes, why cant i change them, i hate the past, i hate everything, i envy those people sometimes, i wished i could be like them, but will i be given a chance...

went to people's park yesterday to reborn my hair, still sucks man, my hair too rough le... spend about 3hours sitting there waiting for my hair, since im not wearing contacts, i cant see anything -.- really boring at that time, its almost the end of the 2nd week of the holidays and time is passsing really fast, hope i can get all the facts into my head, i know we cant just learn by memorising, we need to understand, if not everything that we do is useless..

well i know that im not well-liked, but im trying my best to change, but nobody ever seems to want to accept the change, i know i cant change overnight, but overtime i have improved.. but im not given any chance at all, im being condemned now, and starting to go back to my old ways, and i seriously dont want that to happen man, cause now that i look back into the past, i really hated myself for being a fool and keep talking crap that irritates people, they only talk to me for the sake of requiring help from me or asking me to do other stuff, i dont see the point of helping them at all, i really envy those people who are well-liked by their frens, hope that day will come sometime, life is short and i dont wanna waste anymore time..

got back english paper 1 and paper 2 de results hahas, quite happy with myself since this time did better than i expected.. got 38/60 for p1 and 32/50 for p2. sian sia the holiday program for sec 4 sucks man, the school canteen only has 2-3 bloody food stalls open and there are around 200+ of us sec 4 and 5, hate the new principal man, doesnt know how to plan things for the best interest of us..

will things ever change for the better, and the results would be what i expected it to be? im not too sure, i don't want to be too glad just yet, just waiting, maybe the time will come, maybe it will never, does it really matter that much to me, maybe it does or sadly maybe it doesnt... i dont know anymore, things are pretty weird now, they were not like it used to be, and will never be, cant change the fact once it happens, so have to think twice before doing it in the first place, so why regret only after it.. im such a dumbass...

Welcome to my TURF
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name's alvin
i am living happily and alive,
don't be jealous
grow older every 11th Feb
Known to my frens as: vin/flamer
Graduated from JSS in 2010

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Love Maplestory & SoldierFront
Love reading manga & watching anime
Love basketball and bowling

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Hate ppl who kpkb/guai lan
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